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1. i have to wash my hands in a weird way
2. i have to bathe in a weird way
3. i have to brush my teeth with my left hand
4. i can't eat grapes properly, and when i do (by default), i sometimes accidentally bite my bandage. lol.
5. i can't type on the keyboard properly!
6. i have to change my bandage once a day.. and what i uncover underneath that bandage is way beyond gross.. haha.
7. i have to take painkillers periodically to do something to my pain receptors and dull the pain
8. there's this weird throbbing sensation on my finger throughout the day
9. writing is a pain
10. whenever i accidentally hit the wound i am left cringing in pain
i know, who would've thought some extra tissue could cause so much discomfort/ inconvenience right? strangely, the granuloma i had in sec 4 healed a lot faster than this..when i changed the bandage today the thing didn't look like it had shrunk/ dried up.. just looked purple and red and granuloma-like.. gah. i want my functional fourth finger back!
we went to watch Angela Hewitt play Book II of Bach's "The Well-Tempered Clavier" on Sunday. yes. the ENTIRE BOOK. in ALL 24 KEYS. haha. she's amazing. she played for 74 mins straight, then 76 mins straight with a 30 min intermission in btwn. she paused for water breaks now and then but still, that's like doing a triathlon but instead of swim/bike/run she's just playing keys. haha. super impressive cos she did it without the help of any score in front... like omg right. brought some chem spa notes along to mug and i realised that my mind could absorb stuff a lot better! interesting. but i still flunked chem mock spa. hur.
i feel weird cos i haven't done any run today. wonder how i'm gonna keep this up .. as in regular exercise. i get grumpy if i don't exercise.. but running is super boring if i do it everyday. me wants to swim but me granuloma is still red and purple. eek. it still bleeds btw. haha.
yay ch8 9oclock show!